So, a friend showed me a video on Youtube where there's a woman discussing the phrase "Death of the Author". I honestly didn't know what this was referring to, and I wasn't really sure after watching the video either, so I looked it up on wikipedia.
Death of the Author was an essay by a French literary critic, Roland Barthes, in 1967. In it, Roland argues against the idea that to really understand a work, you had to know about the author's personal life, attitude, and society. The simple layman's terms goes something like this.
What the author wrote: "The curtains were blue."
What critics saw in the text: "The curtains being blue is a representation of the author's sadness and depression at his upbringing and his unhappiness at the lack of progress in society. From this we can infer that he was possibly even feeling suicidal while he wrote this scene, as he specifically points out the blue curtains and this was his way of asking for help."
What Roland thinks the author meant: "The curtains were blue."
Now, the video I saw was very convoluted and bounced around, but she was trying to play devil's advocate, using contemporary examples, fan fics, and interviews with an author friend. She also compared the extreme ends of the spectrum.
That's what I think it is. A spectrum. No two writers write the same way and bits of ourselves do slip into our writing. A scene may come across as more somber than it should because we just weren't feeling ourselves that day. That's one of the things editing is for though, to address voice and try to make sure it fits the narratives and is fairly uniform throughout the book.
Personally, when I write "The curtains were blue." it means the curtains were blue. I don't write in a way that incorporates my mental state, usually, into my descriptions. There have been times when I've written scenes or characters with a specific place or person in mind and I have been somewhat subjective in my descriptions of them.
Now, I'm not going to say there is or isn't a right way to write, or to read these books. Sometimes there is subtext to a scene or a character that has a personal connection to the author. One of the examples the woman in the video used was J.K. Rowling's pronouncement that Dumbledore was gay, calling it a publicity stunt that Rowling did because sales were slowing down.
Most writers, when they really create a character, they go into way more detail than will ever be revealed in the story. They figure out the character's upbringing, job history, likes and dislikes, past relationships, all that just to make sure the character is real enough to write about.
As far as Dumbledore is concerned, as someone who's read the Harry Potter series multiple times, there is never really a point anywhere that his sexual orientation is needed, or is even convenient, to be explained. It has no relevance to most of the story, which is about Harry, not Dumbledore. That doesn't mean Rowling didn't know that detail the whole time she was writing, and then, when someone asked her about it, she finally had the chance to explain it, so she took it. It certainly didn't come across as a publicity stunt or trying to squeeze more sales out. (For God's sake, the woman's a millionaire now.)
Anyway, the point of "Death of the Author" is that the author is irrelevant to the story and doesn't know any more beyond the end than the reader. When you're reading, the writer may as well be dead or have never existed at all. While that's not true, it's also not true that you have to know the author's life story and read into every little detail to appreciate the writing.
Many writers will be happy to discuss their work after the fact, if you want to know what happens to characters after the book ends, feel free to ask. I'm happy to discuss my works. My attitude after a book ends though, is that if there was really more of interest, it would be part of the book, so for the most part, assume a happy ever after, or at least a normal, boring, average life like all of us real people live.
~ Shaun
Saturday, May 2, 2020
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Short Story: Identity
Julie
awoke, and the smell was the first thing she knew. Her nose was assaulted with
the scent of blood and decay. Awareness of touch returned next, telling her she
was bound to a chair, in a cold room.
She
held her eyes shut, hoping as long as she didn’t see it, she could be convinced
her other senses were lying. The stench continued to grow, creating a knot in
her stomach as she tried not to vomit.
The
sound of heavy boots coming down creaking, wooden stairs caught her attention,
forcing her to open her eyes. There was no holding back the contents of her
stomach after that.
She
was in a basement, although it looked like someone had tried to convert it into
a half-assed butcher’s shop. The wall to her left was lined with box freezers,
and in the center of the room was a large wooden table, made of thick planks.
Next to her were more chairs, some with fragments of rope still attached to
them. Almost everything, from the freezers, to the table, to the floor; were
covered with stains, ranging from a dim red, to black.
Bloodstains.
The
footsteps descended on her right, and the sight of the man that stepped down
the stairs made her tremble. He was over six feet tall, and heavily built, that
much was obvious even under the raincoat he was wearing.
“Please
don’t struggle too much. I don’t want you to get hurt.” The voice was thick and
spoke in a slow, methodical manner, as if every word was carefully examined and
measured before it was allowed to leave his lips.
Julie
started to cry, if this giant of a man didn’t want her injured, it could only
mean things even worse than death. Her eyes squinted shut as she sobbed, doing
her best to ignore the sounds of his boots on the floor as he approached her.
Something
soft brushed her cheek, and her eyes flew open, her body jerking back from the
touch. The giant was kneeling in front of her, a handkerchief in one
outstretched hand. He’d wiped away some of her tears. This close, she couldn’t
avoid seeing his face.
It
was covered with scars, and looked mis-matched. Julie wondered if he’d had a
stroke, as one side of his face was so out of place next to the other. Even his
eyes didn’t belong together, one was deep brown, while the other was blue.
She
looked at the handkerchief, he held in his right hand, which had long feminine
fingers attached to a thick, swollen palm. Seeing the twisted thing before her
was enough to jolt her out of her sobbing.
“There.
There we go. No need to cry now.” He stood up, tucked the handkerchief back
into his pocket and turned to the table.
“What…what
are you going to do with me?”
“I
am sorry for taking you so forcefully last night. You looked like one that
could help me.”
“H-help
you? With what? Why do you have me tied up like this to help you?”
“You
would run away if I didn’t. I just want someone to help me find out who I am.”
He
pulled a chair over in front of her, then dragged around an extension cord. The
long fingers pulled an electrical plug out from under his raincoat and
connected it to the extension. Then he sat down in the chair and looked at her.
He pulled the handkerchief out again and gently dabbed at her lips and chin,
wiping away the last vestiges of her vomit.
“I
would tell you my name, but I honestly don’t have one. Why don’t you tell me
yours?”
“J-Julie.”
“That’s
a nice name. I bet it suits you very well. Can you tell me about yourself?”
What makes you a Julie?”
She
started trembling again. If she stayed silent would he hit her? Beat her? If
she told him, would he sell her off? Carted out of the country in a box to be
some random man’s sex toy?
“I…I’m
twenty-six, engaged. My fiancé and I…were trying to get…pregnant.” Julie lied, trying
to come up with some kind of story, something that he might take pity on and
let her go.
The
man just nodded. “I see. You must love your fiancé very much to say yes to
marriage and to have a baby with him. So, you’re straight, then? Or maybe bi?”
“I…I’m…bi.
I like women, but I love my fiancé too.” Maybe she could get sold to a woman,
she couldn’t imagine that wouldn’t be preferable to being owned by some
strange, rich, man.
“I
see. What about your hobbies? Your job? Do you like animals?”
The
questions were starting to throw her off now. Being sold into the sex trade
didn’t seem like the kind of people who cared about the things you enjoyed.
“I
like animals. I used to volunteer at an animal rescue group. We took in stray
dogs and cats, cleaned them up and then found them good homes.”
He
smiled a little bit, his face twisting unnaturally around the scars. “I like
that. I don’t know much about myself, but I know I like animals. At least, most
of me likes animals.”
“Are
you…looking for people who share your interests? There’s websites to meet and
talk to people and groups at the library, or you could take classes at college
or…”
He
held up his other hand, a gesture that was obviously meant to stop her
rambling. Like the rest of him, this hand didn’t match either. Instead of long,
slender fingers, this hand, his left, had fingers that were short and pudgy.
The two middle fingers and thumb were shades of purple, like they were heavily
bruised, or even broken. He suddenly seemed to notice that she was staring at
his fingers and quickly withdrew his hand back under the raincoat.
“Sorry
about that. My left hand is unpleasant to look at right now.”
“I’ve
told you about me, like you asked. Tell me something about you now. It’s only
fair.”
Julie
still had no idea what he wanted her for. This wasn’t adding up to a
kidnapping, and he certainly wasn’t acting like he planned to kill her. There
was no way she could ignore all the dried blood around the room though…
“Well,
I suppose. I like you enough now. I think you’ll fit in. I don’t know who I am.
I’m trying to find myself. It’s hard when everyone is so different though. I
see little pieces of myself in other people, but then in other ways we couldn’t
be more different. I don’t understand how that works.”
He
slowly stood up and walked over to the table, the extension cord following him.
The giant stood there a moment, then grabbed the raincoat and pulled it over
his head and off. His back was a mass of scars, along with a rainbow of
different skin tones and bruises. There was a fresh incision around his right
side that still had sutures holding it closed, even as a thin line of pus
flowed down his back from it. The plug that he had stuck into the extension
cord was clearly visible now, the wires running up his back and disappearing
under his skin.
The
slender fingers of his right hand reached back and pointed to a patch of skin
that seemed to stretch from just under his shoulder to down below the waistband
of his sweatpants.
“This
was John Harmon. He liked animals too. He was forty-two and worked as a
bartender. He also had a daughter, and two grandsons.”
Julie’s
eyes widened as she noticed the scars on his back made a circle around the skin
the giant was pointing at. He turned, and she saw his entire body was a
patchwork of different skins. The left side of his chest was muscular and
covered with dark hair, while the right had a breast that sagged heavily. The swollen
left hand pointed at the breast next.
“This
was Sarena. She wouldn’t tell me her last name, but she did like animals. She
was lazy though. No schooling, no work, she only wanted to marry a rich man.”
He
walked over to the freezers now as he talked, the extension cord following him,
staying plugged into the cord coming out of his back. He dug through the freezer
on the end, eventually holding up a bag of blood.
“Do
you happen to know your blood type, Julie? It’s okay if you don’t. Seems like
most people don’t.”
He
pulled out a different bag and set it on the table, before going over to a
cabinet in the corner and rummaging through it.
“But
yes, most of me likes animals a lot, so I think you’ll fit in pretty well. That
really seems to be the thing that brings most of me together.”
“What
the fuck are you?” Julie’s voice trembled as she watched him walk around the
room, collecting various tools and setting them on the table.
“What
am I? That I can answer. I am a product of the people around me. When I was
first born, I was only made up of 4 men. But some parts didn’t fit, or didn’t
feel right, so I’ve been trying to find the right mix of people to create the
real ‘me’. Since I was born, I’ve tried adding in parts from a
hundred-seventy-three people. Men. Women. The oldest was sixty-four. The
youngest was sixteen. Straight, bi, gay. If I’m going to be honest, that’s
probably the easiest part of me to describe. I’m probably bi, because why limit
yourself to one side or the other?”
He
laid out the tools on the table.
“Unfortunately,
most of the parts don’t last. You saw my left hand. That was Samuel Carter. He
was twenty-eight, gay, liked dogs, but not cats, overweight. He was a
hematologist, but had been out of work for the last three years.”
The
giant stood at the table again, his back to Julie. He lifted a large cleaver,
and slammed it onto the table. When he turned around again, the part of his
left hand which had been Samuel Carter was gone, cut clean off. A mix of blood,
pus, and thick, brown sludge oozed from the wound. Then he was approaching her
with the cleaver and a rubber strap. The slender fingers of his right hand
grabbed her arm, and Julie felt how cold his touch was, like he wasn’t a living
thing.
He
pulled out her left arm, tying the rubber strap tightly around the bicep. Then
he grabbed her hand, spreading the fingers in the middle. In a move that was as
smooth as could be, he lifted the cleaver and brought it down on her hand,
severing the top half with her thumb and first two fingers.
Julie
screamed as the pain flooded through her body, the strap slowing the bleeding,
but still letting enough through to spurt in time with her heartbeat. He
grabbed the strap and tightened it down even more before taking the severed
hand and returning to the table.
Julie
bit down on her lip, trying to do everything she could to not go into shock.
Already she was getting light-headed, and the room was starting to spin. Then
searing pain shot up her left arm again and she went limp.
The
first thing she noticed when she woke up was the throbbing headache she had.
Slowly, Julie opened her eyes, praying the last time she opened them had just
been a doozy of a nightmare after a long, rough night of drinking. The
throbbing in her left hand told her otherwise. Something was also poking into
her right arm. She turned to look and saw a catheter had been inserted, and was
attached to a bag of blood that hung from the wall. Reluctantly, she turned to
look at her left hand. All that was left was the pinky and ring finger, the
rest was gone, and the huge wound it had left behind was charred and burned
like someone had tried to cauterize it.
She
screamed.
The
giant came down the stairs.
“You’re
awake. That’s good. I was hoping I got the blood stopped soon enough.” He
smiled, and held up his left hand. The swollen, purple fingers of Samuel Carter
were gone, in their place were tan, slender, familiar fingers, held in place
with a mixture of staples and sutures. Blood and pus oozed out along the seam,
but somehow the fingers and thumb flexed and moved. “Looks like we get along
well, after all.”
Julie
wanted to scream; but a knot had formed in her throat, making her gag. Her body
convulsed, twisting in the chair. The giant came over, looking concerned. He
reached out for her, and Julie tried to twist away from his disgusting,
jigsaw-puzzle hand even as a new wave of convulsions started in her guts. The
combination sent the chair over to one side with a crunch, the extra distance
ripping the catheter out of her arm and adding a new spray of blood to the
floor.
Then
the giant’s hands were on her, strong but gentle and firm; and cold as ice. He
righted the chair, and set about stopping the blood that was oozing from her
arm. She just sat there, gasping for breath.
“Please
don’t panic, I need your help. I need you to tell me who I am. Who we are.”
Julie
couldn’t answer if she wanted to, she just sat there and let the giant move her
arm, wrapping it up in gauze.
“Just
rest for now. I want to talk to you more, and I’ll bring down some food later
if you think you can handle it.”
Her
head hung limp as she sat there, and with what little breath she had recovered,
she sobbed. The giant stood there a minute, then slowly went back upstairs,
leaving Julie alone.
She
knew her life was over. The giant was going to take her apart, piece by piece,
and replace his own slowly rotting parts. The best she could hope for was that
she could die with the next piece he took. Maybe an arm, or a leg, something
where she could quickly bleed out before he could stop it.
Her
weight shifted to the right, settling into the chair. It creaked. She glanced over,
not willing to believe the sound was anything but an old piece of furniture
groaning at even her meager weight.
The
chair’s arm was split and cracked. It wasn’t broken, but the fall had
definitely damaged it. Julie wiggled, her arm throbbing where the catheter had
torn out. The chair’s arm wiggled with her. She stared at it, trying to figure
out what she could do to break the arm enough to get free. Another hard fall
might do it, but it would bring the giant back, and if it cracked further but
didn’t break, he might notice it. Even if it broke, she would need time to get
free from the rest of the ropes.
Part
of her wanted to just give in to despair, settle into the chair and accept her
fate; but there was a small ball of heat in her chest, a smoldering rage at the
indignity of having her hand stolen, that wouldn’t let her.
Before
she even realized it, Julie shifted her weight to the left, then threw herself
back to the right as hard as she could, pulling the chair over and smashing
onto the floor. The chair hit with a crunch.
Julie
wiggled her arm, testing the chair. The arm had broken off and was in her hand.
She could already hear steps on the floor above her, but excitement flooded
through her now. One hand being free gave her enough space to wiggle around the
rope which tied her to the back of the chair. She could easily get free if she
just had enough time.
The
heavy steps were coming down the stairs.
She
let herself go limp, hoping he wouldn’t notice the broken arm right away or how
loose the rope around her chest was. She heard him sigh as he saw her.
She
felt him lift her up and set the chair back on its feet. “Oh, look what you
did…” He was leaning down and inspecting the broken arm of the chair. Julie was
almost too scared to move, but as he leaned in, she took the broken arm in her
hand and jammed it into his face.
The
giant fell back, clutching at his face, and Julie was suddenly in a frenzy,
worming her way out of the rope which held her to the chair and clawing at the
large knots that held her other hand and feet. Free, she moved towards the stairs,
but felt the giant grab one of her ankles.
“I
wish you hadn’t done that, now I have to replace that eye.”
The
grip on her ankle was the slender feminine fingers of his right hand, but the
grip was impossibly strong. She looked down and the piece of the chair was
jutting out of his face, pus and blood leaking out around it and running down
the twisted flesh. She spun around and stomped on his forearm, over and over
trying to get him to release his hold.
“Let.
Me. GO!”
She
kicked out at his face next. He was a mountain of a man, but he was on the
ground while she was on her feet; she connected with the piece of wood sticking
out of his right eye, jarring it and pushing it deeper, finally getting a grunt
out of him.
“I
can’t let you go, Julie. You are a part of me now, I need you to stay.”
He
looked up at her with his one eye, his face expressionless under the scars and
the fluids that covered half of it. Julie was a mix of disgust, rage, and fear
at the complete lack of anger and the matter-of-factness in his voice, even
with the piece of wood still sticking out of his face.
Julie
grabbed the cleaver off the table, swinging it as hard as she could in one
hand, hacking at the hand that still clutched her ankle. Nothing spurted, he
didn’t howl in pain, just more of the disgusting mixture flowing from the
wounds, pooling on the floor as Julie swung over and over. She started
screaming as all her emotions broke free. Then she could finally pull her leg
away, the severed hand still clutching her.
“Julie,
please, you are a part of me. Help me understand us…”
“Understand
this, you Frankenstein freak!” Julie continued screaming as she stepped back in
reach of the giant as he reached for her with his other hand, swinging the
cleaver and hacking at his face. He just looked up at her with his one eye,
expressionless as she sliced up his face and head. He was pushing himself up
with the oozing stump of his right hand as he reached for her with his left,
almost unfazed by her hacking at him. Julie grabbed his left hand by the wrist
and slammed it against the top of the table.
“And
give me back my fucking hand!”
The
cleaver plowed through the giant’s wrist, separating his left hand cleanly. She
grabbed the hand and ran back and up the stairs, leaving him on the floor.
Upstairs
was an old house, badly neglected and empty, but she quickly found the front
door and dashed outside, the sun blinding her.
For
the first time, she noticed how clear and clean the air smelled, and when she
could see, she recognized where she was. It was an old housing project which
the development had fallen through. A few other houses stood around in partial
states of completion, but the road led out to a main street.
Julie
paused to pry off the hand which still hung onto her ankle, and hobbled down
the road, clutching the hand that had her own fingers and thumb stapled to it. She
wondered if they could still be reattached.
Thursday, December 19, 2019
Plans for 2020
A new year, and a new decade is coming up right quick, and it would be a shame if I let the momentum I've built up this year die down. For my fans though, fear not, because I have plans to continue pumping out stuff in 2020. Now, of course, as much as I wish otherwise, my writing is on the back burner to the day job and life, so I'll add the caveat that everything here is subject to change. Stuff may get pushed back by months or years, or get canceled entirely. These are the things I'm currently working on though, with an eye to finishing sooner rather than later.
Cryptids
Cenote was always meant to be the first of a series based around cryptids. Creatures like Bigfoot, the Kraken, and other monsters reported to be true but always just out of sight. I'm writing this blog while taking a break from a piece tentatively titled "Burrows", which will be my second Cryptid novelette/novella. I'm working towards getting the first draft done before the new year, with editing and cover art finished in the first couple months. If everything lines up, "Burrows" should be out by March.
Audiobooks
PATHS does alright, but Cenote continues to do well, with the audiobook version of my first Cryptid work now up to 22 ratings and holding an average of 4 out of 5 stars. What I'm working on next is turning my most popular novel, Class 5 into an audiobook. This is a much more daunting task, since it'll be a 4 - 5 hour piece, and covers multiple characters. Right now I'm trying to pull out adequate parts to make an audition that will give narrators an idea of what they're in for, while letting me hear how they approach different situations and characters. I'm also expecting this to be available by the end of the first quarter of the year, so hopefully by April.
Likewise, if "Burrows" lines up and gets release in the timeline I'm hoping, expect the audiobook version to be available a month or two after the ebook.
Likewise, if "Burrows" lines up and gets release in the timeline I'm hoping, expect the audiobook version to be available a month or two after the ebook.
Short Stories
Short story collections are generally not a big seller, especially shorter collections. PATHS was always meant to only be a sampler, to introduce people to my writing style and approaches. It's also always been the weakest of my published works. So, while I'm not expecting it to be a big seller, I'm working on compiling a lot of the short stories I've released over the years into another collection. Most of them you can find here on my blog, but there's just something nice about having all of them, and possibly new stories, in one place. This isn't a priority though, despite how little work it would actually take, so if it comes to fruition, expect it probably around the summer.
Novels
This is the one that's the most unlikely for the year. I'm working on a couple different pieces, but with everything else going on, getting them finished, edited, cover art, beta'd, and re-edited will probably take more time than I'll be able to allocate this year. Still, things change, and for those who are interested, I want to give you a little idea of everything I'm working on. The first will be another story set in the Class 5 world, titled Class 5: Hybrid. Expect to see a few characters return, and a deeper look into what's going on in the background of this world.
The other work is another Cryptid-based piece titled "Shivers". As you can probably guess, expect something cold. This may work out to be another novella-sized piece eventually, but right now with its plot written out, I think it'll be a full-sized novel. We'll see as work continues on it though.
The other work is another Cryptid-based piece titled "Shivers". As you can probably guess, expect something cold. This may work out to be another novella-sized piece eventually, but right now with its plot written out, I think it'll be a full-sized novel. We'll see as work continues on it though.
As you can see, I have more than a couple irons in the fire, and here's hoping 2020 turns out to be as great a year as 2019 turned out to be. That's the thing about being a writer, it's about the long-haul and constantly expanding the backlist. A $100,000 advance would certainly be nice, but the odds of that have more zero's than the check would have, so it's best to keep plugging away at it, which is exactly what I plan on doing.
With that, have a happy and safe holiday season, and we'll see you next decade!
~ Shaun
With that, have a happy and safe holiday season, and we'll see you next decade!
~ Shaun
Monday, December 16, 2019
2019 Wrap-up
Whew. It's been a bit of a tumultuous year for my writing. A few downs, but quite a few more ups. So, let's get into the review of 2019.
After a long time coming (around a year and a half between submission and publication), my first real short story sale saw print in the voluminous book TRANSCENDENT by Transmundane Press. Now, to be sure, this wasn't a big payout, and turnout for it has been muted. But this is a good collection of short stories by a quality publisher. I am happy to report that I did see a brief, uptick in sales of my other works after it's release. So that was a good way to start the year, even if technically the book was released in 2018. (December 26th, to be precise.)
After that, I also got a bit busier here on the blog. I managed three posts in all of 2018, and this year I managed quite a few more. While it wasn't up to the level of once a week like I did several years ago, it's been nice to get somewhat back into the swing of things and let my thoughts out a bit. Whether the blog helps with sales or not has been up for debate since I started it, but it's not a bad idea regardless.
So, after the year started off well, and then slowly rolled into more of the same, I decided it was time to try something different. An author friend of mine had seen some success turning his stories into audiobooks, so I thought I would give it a try. First up was PATHS: Three Short Horror Stories. The expense wasn't too much, and the returns were decent, if not significant. Enough so that I decided to do the same for my other short work, Cenote.
Cenote blew up. While I honestly wasn't expecting much from it when I made the decision of who to narrate the story, I chose someone that was a Youtube book blogger with a following of over 50,000 people. And she told people when the book was available. In the months since its release, Cenote went from 9 ratings on Goodreads.com to 78! With all the accompanying sales that you would expect from that. Cenote is currently the only one of my works to come close to paying for itself. It's recouped the editing costs, and is over halfway to recouping audiobook costs. Things have slowed down, but sales still continue, and I'm hopeful that it'll be in the black next year.
Not a major year, by any means, one short story, and audiobook editions of older works. But that doesn't mean I've been idle. I've posted several new short stories here on the blog this year, and I've got a few different works in progress heading into 2020. I'll delve more into that next week though.
I was planning to put the 2019 wrap-up and plans for 2020 in one post, but this is getting a little long, so check back next time when I go over what I'm planning for next year and what you all have to look forward to from me.
In the meantime, thanks for reading and I'll catch you all later.
~ Shaun
After a long time coming (around a year and a half between submission and publication), my first real short story sale saw print in the voluminous book TRANSCENDENT by Transmundane Press. Now, to be sure, this wasn't a big payout, and turnout for it has been muted. But this is a good collection of short stories by a quality publisher. I am happy to report that I did see a brief, uptick in sales of my other works after it's release. So that was a good way to start the year, even if technically the book was released in 2018. (December 26th, to be precise.)
After that, I also got a bit busier here on the blog. I managed three posts in all of 2018, and this year I managed quite a few more. While it wasn't up to the level of once a week like I did several years ago, it's been nice to get somewhat back into the swing of things and let my thoughts out a bit. Whether the blog helps with sales or not has been up for debate since I started it, but it's not a bad idea regardless.
So, after the year started off well, and then slowly rolled into more of the same, I decided it was time to try something different. An author friend of mine had seen some success turning his stories into audiobooks, so I thought I would give it a try. First up was PATHS: Three Short Horror Stories. The expense wasn't too much, and the returns were decent, if not significant. Enough so that I decided to do the same for my other short work, Cenote.
There was one big let-down this year, which I wrote about last week so I won't go into too much here. But to put it simply, I didn't do my research on a publisher that accepted a short story I wrote for their anthology, and I lost first edition rights to a story I'm honestly pretty proud of, to an anthology I'm not excited to tell people about.
Not a major year, by any means, one short story, and audiobook editions of older works. But that doesn't mean I've been idle. I've posted several new short stories here on the blog this year, and I've got a few different works in progress heading into 2020. I'll delve more into that next week though.
I was planning to put the 2019 wrap-up and plans for 2020 in one post, but this is getting a little long, so check back next time when I go over what I'm planning for next year and what you all have to look forward to from me.
In the meantime, thanks for reading and I'll catch you all later.
~ Shaun
Wednesday, December 11, 2019
Due Diligence
As a writer, it's very important to pay attention to who you approach and who approaches you in your business dealings. So, while I'm going to spend a fair bit of this post complaining, I want it clear right up front that the only one to blame in this situation is myself.
When you're shopping around for a literary agent, a publisher, or a submission call, the single most important thing to do is to research a person or company before you submit. If you don't do it then, at least do it before you sign a contract. I forgot.
I have a 2019 wrap-up post in the pipe where I'll discuss everything else I've done this year, but to put it simply, after coming off a successful and exciting acceptance of a short story early this year, I got a second acceptance, and I jumped into it without looking. I regret that now.
That's not to say I didn't see the red flags. I did look up the publisher that posted the call I submitted to. I looked through their catalog and while a few things didn't quite set right, I continued. I got the contract in my email, and a lot of that didn't sit or sound right (or actually legally binding), but I continued. There were delays and communication issues, but I continued. (Granted, at this point I had signed a legally dubious contract, so I felt somewhat obligated.) The book missed the target date for release (Halloween) by almost two weeks, and all I could do was shrug and wait.
And now the book is out, although it's only available on the publishers website in a physical form, and it's not available on Amazon or anywhere as an ebook.
As I said, I really have only myself to blame for missing all the red flags.
I spent most of the year excited and looking forward to announcing the second anthology to have one of my works in it this year. Now, even though there is a physical copy of the book available, I can't even take enough pride in it to tell people about it, or where to find it. It's disheartening.
I want to be clear though, that in no way do I think the publisher meant to short the writers who's work was included in the anthology. There was never anything purposefully vindictive or under-handed in any of our correspondence. At worst, I feel like this is a publisher that just doesn't really understand what it takes to run a business, or how to approach being a serious publisher. It feels like someone had a bit of success with what started as a hobby, and they're trying to run with it.
I just want to put this out there and emphasize that as an author, you are your own best advocate. That means being informed and doing your due diligence and research on any person or company you may enter into a business deal with. Don't be afraid to say "You know, this really isn't working for me." at any point during negotiations if you're not comfortable with the red flags you see popping up. Even after a contract has been signed, don't be afraid to make contact and see if things can be cleared up, or prodded in a different direction.
PAY ATTENTION! If something doesn't jive, go with your gut. It's usually right.
When you're shopping around for a literary agent, a publisher, or a submission call, the single most important thing to do is to research a person or company before you submit. If you don't do it then, at least do it before you sign a contract. I forgot.
I have a 2019 wrap-up post in the pipe where I'll discuss everything else I've done this year, but to put it simply, after coming off a successful and exciting acceptance of a short story early this year, I got a second acceptance, and I jumped into it without looking. I regret that now.
That's not to say I didn't see the red flags. I did look up the publisher that posted the call I submitted to. I looked through their catalog and while a few things didn't quite set right, I continued. I got the contract in my email, and a lot of that didn't sit or sound right (or actually legally binding), but I continued. There were delays and communication issues, but I continued. (Granted, at this point I had signed a legally dubious contract, so I felt somewhat obligated.) The book missed the target date for release (Halloween) by almost two weeks, and all I could do was shrug and wait.
And now the book is out, although it's only available on the publishers website in a physical form, and it's not available on Amazon or anywhere as an ebook.
As I said, I really have only myself to blame for missing all the red flags.
I spent most of the year excited and looking forward to announcing the second anthology to have one of my works in it this year. Now, even though there is a physical copy of the book available, I can't even take enough pride in it to tell people about it, or where to find it. It's disheartening.
I want to be clear though, that in no way do I think the publisher meant to short the writers who's work was included in the anthology. There was never anything purposefully vindictive or under-handed in any of our correspondence. At worst, I feel like this is a publisher that just doesn't really understand what it takes to run a business, or how to approach being a serious publisher. It feels like someone had a bit of success with what started as a hobby, and they're trying to run with it.
I just want to put this out there and emphasize that as an author, you are your own best advocate. That means being informed and doing your due diligence and research on any person or company you may enter into a business deal with. Don't be afraid to say "You know, this really isn't working for me." at any point during negotiations if you're not comfortable with the red flags you see popping up. Even after a contract has been signed, don't be afraid to make contact and see if things can be cleared up, or prodded in a different direction.
PAY ATTENTION! If something doesn't jive, go with your gut. It's usually right.
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